Anger.

I am allowed to be mad.

Only time will tell where the future takes me.

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Waiting is hard.

I hate waiting.

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I feel lost.

Confused.

Taken advantage of.

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I have seen an outsiders view.

I know how it looks.

I know.

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Lines were not drawn.

Boundaries were not created.

At the time I did not feel they were necessary.

Now I know.

Now I see.

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I have learned.

I have grown.

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I will never NOT draw lines and build boundaries.

I am a better wife from this experience.

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I am better woman.

I am strong.

I am courageous.

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I will always choose success in my life.

I will fight for that success.

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My family is my world.

My everything.

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I love you *Cpt Mac* && I love you *Lil Man*!!

Always and forever, you two will be my priority.