These past few weeks have been hard. Well, hard is an understatement. I have been miserable. I have felt like nothing in this world could matter anymore...
Today, I found the light at the end of the tunnel. I see clearly. I have the truth. My life is back on track.
Again, none of this can be discussed in detail. As much as I would love to share it all, I can't. Not yet anyways, maybe one day... far far down the road you all will see a blog post talking about overcoming obstacles in life... maybe.
What I can tell you all is that *Cpt Mac* is fine (for those of you that were worried), he is safe and healthy! Not only is he safe and healthy, but he is my world. My everything. My best friend.
The obstacle that was placed before us looks more like a mountain to me. Regardless, I will conquer the uphill climb that I am facing. I will make sure our lives stay on track and don't veer off course ever again.
Marriage is hard. Marriage with half a world of separation is even harder. Together *Cpt Mac* and I will have the world in the palm of our hands and future separations will seem like a walk in the park.
I love you baby! Not much longer until you are back home in our arms. I can.not.wait for our life together to officially begin. No more moving (for a while!), no more deployments (...for at least a little while), and no more separation! I love you to the stars and back. We are almost there my dear! Keep your chin up, I am right here waiting for you!